In my heart, I know the “spiritual world” so to speak is as real as anything. I love to question my own existence, meaning, etc. I love diving deep into ancient texts and practices. But I also crave for “success” in the eyes of society. There’s a part of me that wants to drop all my possessions and travel in search of the truth. And another part of me wants to get paid a lot of money, own the nicest cars, the nicest house, and be the “best person” that everyone loves. Now I know, the ego that would be attained from these things is (in a sense) illusory, but I can’t help being torn between wanting the two. I don’t know what to do. Any advice or even insight would be helpful.
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